living in denial

2008-04-04T12:50:00.000-07:00

entering another phase of life. in my twenties but dun feel like one. something is wrong.

so many things on my mind. i know i have to clear it one at a time but it jus kinda blked up.

i've been such an lousy boy. i cant manage my time and money. totally disgusted. i nid to grow up.

i mis my girl. i made her felt lonely, and myself too. dumb.

waiting for money to roll.

once it comes, i hope for the approval from my parents for the second driving licence.

though dangerous, but practical.

i mis e good old days. where i worry for nuting. bus 853/86, sick bay, level 5 lab, mr fuan, tep, many more.

2008-01-16T11:02:00.000-08:00

i've been such a good boy today.

though i wake up so late. hehe. first thing i do was to clear my drawers! it had so much rubbish dat i had to dumb a BIN of things. hahaha. i wipe my tables, chair, computers, phone, practically everything. I even hang the clothes outside. when my mother call, i was on the way to eat with wenjie. she ask if i hang the clothes outside and i proudly say yesh! HAHA. PROUD!! i did something for the house! hahaha. and i told her i pack and cleared my room! she SAY i was a GOOD BOY!

after lunch was project all e way. research till i headacheeee. GDP, Population, and all the many zeros.. LOL. it was a very fruitful day. supper in the nite with wenjie stan drew lx and pw. i propose setting up a floorball team. we are all going to the army. i tot that floorball would be the one keeping us together. yep. HEHE! AND WE ARE GOING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN! TRG starts next thursday. PW is gatehring pple. i cant wait for it to happen!

imahappyboi!

PS: u re in my mind always!

2007-12-31T11:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

my new year resolution

Try to be punctual everytime
Be a fillial son
LESS LATE NIGHTS!!!! (IMPT)

Jus 3 of them. i wan to achieve them. although the first and third one very harddd. LOL. i also wan to put on weight. but that one impossible. cannot deny nature of god. LOL!

and tmrw's zoo! WE ARE GOING TO THE ZOO ZOOO ZOOOO! hehe! pictures with the T20! tons of projects. but, step by step. im sure i'm going to miss doing project two months later. becoz.. it will be a longggg break till armyyyyy. =(

2007-12-23T02:03:00.000-08:00

i mis mis mis mis u!

2007-12-16T00:20:00.000-08:00

time flies, and i realise i alr live thru almost 1/3 of my life. Den i started to recall. For the past twenty years, have i realli enjoy living in this world? yes and no to a certain extend. if toking about being happy, i guess its onli less den 1/2 of the time.

to cut things short, i realli dun wan to live the rest of my life in misery. i wan to enjoy life. i wan to be happy. i wan to learn to cherish things ard me as if tmrw is the end of the world. Life's short.

however, there can be many view point about this "enjoyment". Majority might think working hard and earn big bucks to spend is enjoyment. but, u might not even have to chance to spend it. theres also a grp of people that wans to lead a plain and simple life. What i tink is, being genuielly happy will make ur life more vibrant and meaningful.

For me, i just wan to learn to cherish every happy moments in my life. There are many things in life i have taken granted for. Like my family's love for me, my beloved gf and many more. Good things dun come by often. i jus hope my health wont deterioate further. LOL. able to live past seventy.

for the rest of u all, its time to think about the future. its a standard procedure to go study, earn money and start a family to support. but how are u going to do it, is another matter. =/

Pardon my ENGLAND. LOL.

2007-11-26T21:53:00.000-08:00

i jus watched a show.

the story goes like this,

A man, Lang, has been given this gold opportunity to go overseas for advancement in his career and be a CEO. he has to stay there for 1 yr. During this period of time, he and his gf, Yi, was having a cold war and wasnt able to discuss about it but the gf does know about the news.

As Lang cherished this r/s very much, he rejected the management as he wanted to salvage his r/s. Meanwhile, the management got Yi, who was also working in e company, to the office. She asked Yi if she would select the vase or the glass based on her intuition, and she chose the glass. The boss explained to her that the glass is like a career, practical, as it is able to hold water and be a useful tool. whereas the vase is jus a accessory, jus like love, a beauty but not everlasting.

After hearing a earful from her boss, she made a decision, which she might regret. she called Lang out. and of coz, Lang was absolutely delighted to hear her voice once again. they met up at a park and she, did wad she did was correct, letting Lang go and suggested a breakup.

"its not about u going to Singapore that i dun like, its the trust that i've lost in you. (Lang lied to her once) Lets breakup."

"Breakup? r u joking?

"Bon voyage," she said as she turned away, weeping.

Though Yi loved lang so much, she let him leave for his career. she wanted to give a test to this r/s and to slowly regain her trust towards him and hopefully he will return with still love for her. And Lang, accepted the offer to venture overseas with the belief that Yi will awaits his return.

If u were Lang, what will u do? and wad if u were Yi?

2007-11-03T12:24:00.000-07:00

pass few days, i had been spending my time with my queen. nothings beats having her company. she's the reason why i wear a smile on my face everyday. jus when i'm beginning to enjoy my holidays, its gonna end. damnn. i'm gonna spend most of my last week of holiday working.. MONEY MONEY COME! heh. and i alr know wad to get for Ms Skinny for her bday. i'm going to work towards it!

and if anione is feeling out fucked up about life, love or confused about ur situation., i would suggest u go rent any korean romance flim and watch it. whenever i watch their movies, it always remind myself to cherish the things i have and also the things to do and not to do. HEH! and they are the only flims dat always make me NEARLY tear. LOL.

and i'm seriously pissed off with the way liverpool are playing. DAMN. I suggest sacking RAFA. he's totally changing the style of football within the team. LJ rotation policies.. pls get mourinho into ANFIELD. and i m getting more and more impressed with the kids in Arsenals. fucks. they jus got into their 20s and are playing liek they are retiring. Nbz. thats the difference between the coaching system in England den back in SG. Kids start football at ard 5 in youth academy. and they are like earning $100000 pounds per week? SMLJ. i wish i was born in ENGLAND.

damn, i start off blogging in a happy note. LOL. how come become liddat. anihow, sch's starting and i cant wait. gonna slough hard for the remaining six modules to heighten my chance of entree to the Uni. =)

2007-10-23T10:29:00.000-07:00

and work was kinda slack and fun today. it was as usual, walking ard, doing operational stuff(SAI KANG). was kinda sian to know that the pay was onli $100. but all of us, ron rai and me, made it up by koping flashdrives, pouch and swiss knives. LOL. i myself took 3 512MB and 1 1GB flashdrives, pouch, laptop bag and many more small stuff. SONG! and i have $650 of salary with procon. =)

tmrw's the final match of floorball compy. sian. i haven scored a single goal. worst compy of my entire life. Nbz. totally no morale. but its baby's day tmrw. heh. watching movie tmrw! cant wait cant wait.

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2007-10-19T10:40:00.000-07:00

im losing my form. frustrated. why now, why during the compy.

2007-10-13T01:23:00.000-07:00

sometimes i jus wonder if it is worth it.

i'm in a messy state.

2007-10-06T10:27:00.000-07:00

yesh. jus b4 i start blogging, i was thinking wad shld i blog about. jus nice, my mum came in and ask if i got money a not and ask where is the logitech $200 pay.

seriously, i dunno where all my money go. LOL. when did i ever withdraw and where did i spend on. DIE. i nid a log book to record all my expenditure. I've been working so hard to earn money but they flow out so easily. Im feeling the pain now. i seriously wan to haf $500 in my acct b4 sch start in order to survive. For a guy, no money = cui. u've to be a guy to know this. the feeling is damn cui when one keep taking from parents. i wonder if i've money for my kids next tym. HAHA. i'm so thankful i've gr8 parents.

for eg that debut night out with the car and friends, as much as i wan to explore the roads in sg, i jus couldnt becoz the fuel was running low and i had no money to fill it. and one of my friend have been asking wad can a guy do to make his girl happy without having to spend money. we always discuss about this topic. lol. and i kept listing to him, but all e options i gave nid-ed that financial capabilities to make it work. i wonder why. is it because the coming age and the change in society? but i believe i din't use money to please my baby last tym because i was damn poor when we jus got together. i gotta find back the sort of "methods".

ytd nite sending her home from work was one of the "dun-nid-money-to-make-her-happy-method". it had been damn long since i had send her home in a long 1hr plus bus ride. and i enjoyed it very much and i hope she do. i wan to slowly find back the sweet little things. =)

also, i m guilty of "mis-priortising" (<-- dunno how to spell) my assets. sometimes, i neglect my baby becoz of games with friends. But it's realli hard to leave a game half way becoz they would kpkpkpkpkp me. i mus learn how to manage my time.

and i know all these have been said over and over again. but i'm seriously making a conscious effort to try to improve. jus that sometimes, i overlooked. my next target is to get a mini log book that can be slot into my wallet so that i can record my expenditures and incomes. I hope my determination will last. =/

2007-09-29T00:41:00.000-07:00

pass few days i have been sloughing my ass off working. yesh, money money come. i still have abt 6 weeks of holidays. my target, $500 in my bank acct before sch starts. quite difficult. LOL.

so mani things in my life now. holding on to 2 jobs. day and nite, juggling with floorball trg( i've been going for 3 trgs) LOL. coach gonna bench me. heh. jus hope i wont fall ill. water water water, my essential neccessity.

ytd's BMW event was easy money. suppose to reach at 7 but we reported at 8 instead. slack till 10am den top up sun tan lotion. den from 12 onwards, i am at the shelter camping to 6.30. LOL. my task, to give out energy bars and water when golfers come. in e end, andrew and i ate most of the bars and 100 plus. LOL. we were so bored till we play soccer with e 100 plus bottle. and we took turns to slp. and $150 in our pocket. best.

i hope i will get more of these jobs. LOL!

2007-09-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

mood dampened. i nid that ..... .

goodnight. its time to work next week. im realli disappointed.

2007-09-14T13:01:00.001-07:00

best duet i've heard besides the one that i composed. LOL.

Way back into love (Music and Lyrics)

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration  
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love  
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

2007-09-14T13:01:00.000-07:00

and it wasnt a bad week afterall. recieved the best results of my exam in my entire poly life and today, i passed my driving test.

i suppose life's gonna resume to norm again. nothing realli exciting to look forward to except for the Pol-ite floorball tournament next month and i am still deciding if i shld turn up for trg tmrw. LMAO.

baby's gonna start work! busy busy. hopefully i will get my job soon and we will both be rich! but we will still find time to meet up! YEA? HEH!

finally able to slp soundly tonight. =)

2007-09-12T03:48:00.000-07:00

nbncbncbcbnbcncbn. super duper bored at homeee.. somebody save mee.

home alone for 2 days and the best medicine is when i pay $50 to Traffic Police when i pass my driving licence. den i can HOPEFULLY go out with the car to GO WHEREVER I WANTTTT. dunno why as the date draws nearer, my confidence level seems to drop lower. =/

and i find myself damn useless these few days. i seriously nid a job den to stay home all day. i wan to work! tmrw will be going to sakae sushi interview and hope i can get a job at my mother's friend office as a STOREMAN. haha. but its fucking far.. UBI. zz.

and my toe nail is forever irritating. nbnbnbnbnbnb. always bleeding after flooorball trg. fucking gross when the socks is painted brown instead of the usual red. im an alien.

blah blah. ups and downs. sometimes i wish i onli wants the goodies. esp this week. =0

2007-08-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

finally across the finish line(for the time being), still 1 more sem to go b4 proceeding to life in army. damn. im old.

exam was alrite. feeling damn song. free from books, PROJS and exams. gg to work at comex next week. will be richer by two hundred bucks. heh. songsong. alot of working kakis. thats the tan thing. too bad baby cant work due to exam. =/

and my driving tp is coming.. wa lan.. like haven ready la. diee.. 14th sept. the deciding day. bros pls dun call me if i nv call all of u on that day. LOL.

gonna keep myself pack while my klt is hafing her exams. monday is FREE! MAHJONG ANIONE. tues product trg. wed gym in the noon! which means MJ afterwards! THURS-SUN work work! heh. good good. nv waste my holidays. and floorball trg resuming. sooonnggg.. time to whack some ass with my 'muscular' arms. heh.

and qop was as powerful as ever. HEH! holllyy shiitt~

2007-08-11T11:25:00.000-07:00

watched the secret today. woot. its the best movie i have watched in this year. it was sweet.. i nv realli had this kind of sweet sweet love when i was still a kid. LOL. bicycle sending gal home, sheltering under the tree together from the rain, and many many more. omg. i realli wan to watch it again. ANIONE? heh.

and fuck the 4D. though its jus consolation, i mis by one number. bot 2589 came out 2581. nbnbnbnbnbnb. HAHA. nvm. tmrw i will try again! and again! and again! HEHE. i could have been 150 bucks richer. DAMN!

stil tinking about the movie. i NEARLY teared! and btw, i ve nv drop a tear when watching a show. this show is quite amazing. the actress's character is like... omg. HAHA. story line is good, music fantastic, humour is there. wa lan. 5/5. hahaha. cant wait for rush hour also. heh.

and i am dying from late nights. exams jus next fri. gotta get myself to study hard alr! aniway, today ED day was a morale boosting one for exam. i tink we did pretty well. -) WELL. no more late night games for now. woot. 2 weeks from now, i can see myself returing to the dota scene after 2 months, GODLIKE! hehe! i mis my QOP! and of coz, the CS community growing. Holidays will be packed with jamming too and hopefully if I CAN MY DRIVING LICENCE, it will be roundings with mr MARK X , MR PIAK and FUCK DOG late nights. HEH! cant wait. =)

2007-08-04T13:06:00.000-07:00

and all e time, she was on my mind. till i couldn't take it and i gave her a call. i knew she was lonely. i could hear from her voice. and i felt the guilt that i din give her all my time. and her voice lifted my spirit though i always appear to be alrite on the outside. she was about to slp. As much as i wanted to be there with her, i couldnt. Luckily, she had mickey to acc her thru the nite.

i realise i am someone hu always Zui Ying Xin Nuan. that had made me regret a lot of things. it had made me waste quality time spent with my love ones. tonight is a torturous night. my mind is filled with her and only her, i cant slp becoz of the emolity and my toe and feet is swollen like a bitch.

people changed, so do me. but i hope i am still 50percent of wad i was 3 years ago. and i also found out that i react differently when i m with different person. however, i can be myself when i am with her. though i know she hates the burps. not forgetting the farts. but thats wad i am. and i m pretty sure thats wad she like about me. =)

im undergoing another phase of change. i hope things will just turn out fine. i jus nid a mirror at all times to monitor myself.

im sorry for all e noob shits things i've done. i want to be a better person.

2007-07-31T05:08:00.000-07:00

i used to luff at people having bald heads and pimple face. now god is punishing me. my sis claimed that i have a triangle shape pimples on my face and my friend took pic of my deforested skull. =/ im v depressed.

nevertheless, life moves on. it signifies that i'm ageing. damn. i seriously cant wait for holidays. band's forming up and the drum set shld be rolling in soon. holidays gonna be writing and jamming songs. yep yep! its been a long tym i've experienced fun.

its funny. cause during attachment, i wanted so much to go back to school for studies and projects and meeting up with friends. but now, i m sick of seeing them everyday after school for projects. LOL! year 3 is killing me. sighh. with the piling of stress, my hair will slowly fall...

i tink i nid some games to de-stress. SEPT comee quick..

2007-07-25T07:36:00.000-07:00

SUPER SAD laaa.......................................................................................................

I DUN WAN to LOSE ITTT....................................................................................

I PROMISE NOT TO LAUGH AT PPLE ALR.....................................................

GOD DUN PUNISH ME..........................................................................................

PLS!...........................................................................................................................

2007-07-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

its been so tiring these few days. totally exhausted from projects and trg.

i so miss the days i hold her hands and enjoy the time together in the streets of nowhere, in the cinema and esp the beach. im busy with my sch work while shes coping hard with her rugby com. but i believe come sept it will be a different story. no sch no nothing but time for just me and her. no interruptions or wadsoever. looking forward to that month.

exams cuming and i tink i nid to work harder! was at my sis's grad service today and saw so many gradudates. they are the ones gonna SNATCH rice BOWL from ME!!! HAHA. bitches and bastards. LOL. keke.

WORK THIS weekend! means money to come! YAY! spending power increase! HEH!

2007-07-19T09:24:00.000-07:00

MONEY MONEY come!

finally a source of income to save my dying bank account. A TAN part tym job. doing ushering and traffic controlling at Volks car showroom next weekend! 2 days $190! SONG! can see song car and work song! heh!

2007-07-17T05:36:00.000-07:00

recently been rather letargic. maybe its the aftermath of soccer and floorball trg. dun really have the mood to go school. debarment is over. meaning attendance doesnt count ANIMORE. heh. but i seriously haf to get my arse to lectures and esp tutorials. i dun uds a shit wad they are talking about. gotta realli start the pick-a-book to study campaign. HAHA.

and when can i ever grow in size. i hate to play football against over-sized pple. hahaa. i m always the smallest fella on the pitch. becoz of my build, i cant play the position i wanna play. =( seriously looking towards ARMY DAYS. floorball com is cuming. i wan to be the one that knock pple out of the court. not the one being slammed outside. HAHA. and the checklist is designed out! 3 sets of 50 push up, 2 X 60 crunches and sit and reach TRG every day. and to grow in size, i will try to eat potato every day! egg whites and tons of RICE! hahaha. although i tink this willpower will onli last like at most 5 days? heh.

feeling tired again.. man.. i m ageing.

2007-07-14T10:53:00.000-07:00

and in the end, the flea market was just a decoil. HAHA. we proceeded to cityhall after awhile and we spent a long while there. HAHA. why? ask my QUEEN OF PAIN. hahahaha. realli is pain! keke! i used to laugh at pple queuing up for the stupid donuts but jus hours ago, i was doing the same thing. My baby suddenly got this craving and there we were, 2 hrs in that relatively SHORT queue but not that short afterall. hehe.

HAHA. we were having fun at the queue though, dancing TANGO in the midst of the crowd, disregarding the EYEBALL contact from the passer-bys. FUN FUN! hahaa. beautiful pictures taken while waiting and listening to OUR IPOD before andrew and gf got their ARSE dw to acc us. and after we got our LONG-awaited precious little donut rings, i snapshot a picture of the satisfied queen! but its in her HP! =/

Off to esplanade! sat at the stairs as the fireworks lighted up the sky and munching off our donuts. beautiful! totally enjoyed the DAY.

and i was just reminded that i haf Entre TEST on MONDAY. damn. saddddd. but nvm. tmrw gonna kick some arse on the pitch. hehe! CIAO!

2007-07-13T11:39:00.000-07:00

the "love" of my mahjong life was able to make it last minute and we proceeded our game at Joanne's place. In case u all dunno, the love refers to my permanent KA, AH FAT. HAHAHAHA. it was quite fun, with the dogs ard and the new 2 player MJ game we invented. Hehe. looks like i have a game to play even when there isnt sufficient players.

Aniway, its FLEA market shopping tmrw with my queen and i've decided to skip Floorball trg yet again. Hehe. going to put all my energy in Sunday's soccer match. 2.30pm! i hope the clouds will hug the irritating sun. looking forward to the game! i'm a gerrard-wannabe!

and monday is presentation. seriously hate the bitch tutor.. ZZ.. and more projects coming up. it seems like i have no time for everything. gonna haf driving lessons also packed into my heavy schedule. Damnnn....... and exams cuming up and i know NUTS abt global supply chain and International Mrkting. I nid tuition! any kind souls? HEHE.

oh ya. and 2 more songs cuming up! sry, im jus an apprentice. wait till i become JAY ZHOU! hehe.

2007-07-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

HAHA. today was shopping at TANGs. with my cutie pie, which seems to have downsize in terms of its physical build! HAHA. no more T**** and also apparantly has slimmer a***. HAHAA. keke! i Love her in any build ! so it doesnt matter!

and den it was home for proj. i feel guilty for not turning up for school because my bed din not permitted me. HAHA. and there i laid, squirm and flip ard with no aircon and fan, but still able to slp thru till 1pm. hehe. I love u too, my bed. Projects piling up and i had to re-do my part due to some over-lapping info i put in. haha. and i feel proud of completing it !

tmrw will be quite FUN i guess. Driving in the morning(i hope tonight i will quarrel with my bed, den i can drag myself up), sch den movies plus KFC. and wenjie's idiot. MJ seems impossible due to his un-availibility. CBCBCB!

2007-07-09T02:23:00.000-07:00

monday blues.

not that bad actually. had a pretty long day in school. mahjong in my mind always. haha. quite gian of it. MEN QING! hahahaa. wanna find KA to upgrade to 3-6 1/2 instead of the pussy 2-4. HAHA. every FRI will be mahjong day. permanent KA : wenjie. LOL.

aniway, skipped trg today becoz trg are for noobs. HAHA. pros go competition only. keke! jk la. trying to figure out lyrics for the new song. DUET! woot. hehe.

and pimples are breaking out. ulcers are killing me. I WAN TO GAIN WEIGHT! not pimples and craps! hahahaha.

2007-07-05T06:49:00.000-07:00

and here is SAD TAT.

loneeely thursday. scrolling down the phonelist. couldnt find someone to go out with. and thats sad. my network is small. or maybe i m just people's accquaintance. been home since 6 plus and i haven did anithing constructive as yet. My room is in a mess and probably the messiest i've ever seen in the 7 yrs i live here. i mis my family, to the extend i called mummy overseas. my sister dump me alone for some mahjong and how i wish the car was here so that i can go out for a drive, or rather to engage a police pursuit.

the house is so quiet, that i can hear the whistling sound of the fan blowing, the neighbours' footsteps from above, the paper flipping around on my notice board due to the fan and even the ant crawling. HA, the last part is jus crap. the best part of the day was perhaps the homealone KFC 2 piece chicken meal take away. MISO crunch! and i ate with Lam's best friend, the Buddah, which was always there smiling when i was alone.

Sighh..

2007-06-30T10:12:00.000-07:00

simple, sweet and fun. this was how i spend my day with the special one today!

was off to holland V becos she wanted to do some shopping there. i dun rmb there was any shopping scene when i was working there 2 yrs ago. haha. but we still proceeded. and in e end, we ended up eating song. suppose to haf PICTURES to do the talking! but i lost my uploading cable. Naaaabey. Haha.

we had KATONG laska first! hehe. den walk walk walk walk. went pet shop! the dogs were adorable, jus like her. HAHA. esp the most pulu one. hehe. den off to market to haf our dinner b4 going to NYDC for my FIRST MUDPIE of my entire life. Thanks. dun luff. it taste jus like normal cake. jus that it's NICER. hehe. and yesh! i saw another Tat's Nice shop at Holland V. interesting.

den went to queensway shopping centre to search for my Ear ring. I got it! but it doesnt look nice on me. Haha. and so i waste that 3 bucks of mine. NVM. den i decided to buy a pair of running shoe to prepare myself for the upcoming floorball com. i was thinking, might as well get a court shoe that can do the running and also play indoor floorball and street soccer! Hahaa. and so the search was on. initially, was quite dismoralising becoz i couldnt find the one i like or it exceeded my budget.

Den i went to this shop and this special shoe CAUGHT my eye! Ronaldinho10! wah lao. Damn retro and swee. My gf insist she told me abt this shoe b4 but i jus couldnt rmb anithing about it. HAHA. it was damn nice, at liz to me. HAHA. there were 2 colours that comes with it. Black and . i had a hard time choosing it. Black suits me! heh. 79 dollars! Tan tan tan. Bought it and i went to another shop to check out the pricing of the same shoe. 93.45. HAHAHA. SONG. nv get CON. happy happy.

FUN DAY! i like it sweet, simple and fun.

2007-06-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

I MIS JAMMING! maybe heading down to the studio this sat! WOOT! happy man! meeting my baby tmrw! SHREK 3. Heh.

and seriously, it had been a long time since i GO OUT on saturday. going out refers to SPENDING money, like going to town. ZZZ. hahaha.

having BROWSING thru my com to uplook a photo. But cant find. HAHA. the best photo!

handsome BOY! HAHAH!

SIGNING OFF.

2007-06-14T23:18:00.000-07:00

i swore that ytd, was the day i suffered the most, physically and mentally.

i threw up whatever i eat, including fluid. a total of 7 times in the morning. till i told my ah ma i dun even wan to drink water animore. Anione know me well enuff will know that i wont go to the doc even though i was very sick. but ytd, i told my grandma i gotta go to the clinic.

the doc did not help much becoz i also vomited out the medicine. grandma keep asking me if there is a need to call my parents and i insisted on not to inform them. but i guess the persistent vomiting blow off her limit. I couldnt realli rmb what happen in between. but i know very clearly i was wheelchaired to the clinic. And i cried twice. =/ not becoz of the stomach pain. My baby was also suffering from cramps.

in between, people called and asked about me and i realised hu realli cared. And i'm thankful for that. I only felt better at nite where i had my first meal of the day, without throwing up again.

Today is much better. i can walk, blog, watch tv. but i totally looked fucked. rashes on my face. and i weigh 48kg now. The only thing to rejoyce about was most prob the IPP result.

2007-06-13T02:47:00.000-07:00

Ytd nite, i was sitting beside my father playing mahjong. I like to watch him play. He resembles Andy Lau in the mahjong show. HAHA. pro-ness. I sat there for 1.5 hrs jus to watch him play. i learnt alot! Haha.

and fun fun tonight with friends but tmrw will be hell. =X

i hope my alarm clock can scream louder tmrw.

2007-06-10T04:38:00.000-07:00

Been hearing my uncle pouring his sorrows out about his family problems. kinda sad to know about this. he has always been sharing with me his problems. abt his son not doing well in terms of academic study and his wife on the nagging part.

building a family isnt easy. it's not that hard either. it doesnt neccessary haf to start off well, becoz it may end out bad. thus, i found out that finding a good wife/husband is damn impt. it builds the so called "foundation" of ur family.

Define Good Wife. whenever u r frustrated or feeling down, u know that there is always someone to support, concern and encourage u. the one that u can confide your problems with. the one that love you for hu u r. like amanda in the school of scoundrels.

i would aspire to be a family consultant!

whatever shit, jus choose ur partner carefully. LOL!

2007-06-05T11:49:00.000-07:00

WAHHH!!! I FEEL THE SONGNESS!

i finally did it. i now officially declare. DOTA IS OUT OF MY LIFE!

LOL. i din know how come i feel the sudden to fucking uninstall it. im sure so mani pple will be proud of me. HAHA. and i influence abel to do it! i'm a good guy! HAHA. too bad Chang is still at the dark side with his WOW. HAHA. and fucking andrew is still persuading me to reinstall. Nbz!

Hahaha. i feel happy now! but dunno about tmrw. HAHA. i dunno what will i do during free time. HAHA. maybe the increase amount of porn surfing? LOL! JK la. Nbz. HAHA. i feel like calling my baby do TELL her now! hahaha. but she is slping! but i dun care! i m gonna call and tell her the best news that she will get. LOL!

MORE TIME FOR MY BABY!!

SIGNING OFF.

PS: to all dota players, pls. no pt playing liao. its more like playing no fog dota nowadays(MH). LOL. so pack up ur bag and say bb to the life-ruining game. =)

2007-06-02T07:31:00.000-07:00

FARM's DAY. fun fun! except for the TALK part. HAHA.

Let the pictures do the talking!

What a Candid Shot.

MarkX

"Hello Ronald"

Look how sad is Beewee. And how unpleasant our teacher is after the "Muackz"

Look closely! i'm wearing 2 specs! LOL.

The food i Hate Most.

Cuties!

Short tongue.

Pineapple and Peanut.

Wa lan. posting pictures damn waste tym. LOL. upload upload. Aniway had a fun tym! Chang and Lam missed out the fun. And good news! my grandparents are staying longer! my Ah gong dun wan to go home! he mis me la! hahhaa. which also means i can TAN the maid longer! hahaa. keke!

tym for revision, again. =/

2007-06-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

I always, out of pure stupidity (and resist to learn the most important lesson in life), put 101% in every relationship that i get into. altho i tell myself time and again that i need to reserve 20% adn only put in 80% in any relationship, so that I can rebounce back into perfect shape with that 20%. but my emotional self refuses to listen to my inner thoughts. i still offer a 100%. and i think i will continue to offer that. Nah, I'll offer 99%. 1% to remain alive to start munching on alcohol.

Interesting huh? LOL. so how many percent do you all think u are putting in?

Aniway, next week gonna be a killer. 2 project submissions and 2 tests. CB. which also means this weekend will be filled with revisions and Microsoft WORD. LOL. Siansssssssssss!

driving was okay today and i asked jon for his car ard the carpark and he handed me the keys! I love the trust! alwys love it when pple gives me the trust, in all sorts of matters. It makes me feel i m reliable. =)

and tmrw morning will be a excursion to farms. i wish morning starts from 1pm. den i can sleep until noon. HAHA! packed weekend. and its a lonely night.. still tinking if i shld go over abel's crip. MarkX sounds tan. and shld i bring some books over? fark. i sounds as if i m going. LOL.

cant wait for next SAT. =)

2007-05-24T09:32:00.000-07:00

hmm. i tot my qop will get perverance within 5 mins, den eos by 23 mins. godlike by then. and proceed to win the game with 30 over kills. but. reached the tournament venue, onli to find out we were Disqualified. becoz we were late. the fact that we din know our match timing. i am super mad till now. FUCK. why cant the organisers drop us an email or wad to inform us about the timings of the matches. till now i still dunno what website to go for see the schedule. fuck. this competition made us trained so much, made me cracked my brain cells (and i believe half of the cells populations is alr dead) about strategies, lanings and whatsoever. fuck. cbcbcbcbcb.

jus when we were going in the competition with higher hopes after ytd close fight with opponent(though we lost the match). FUCK FUCK FUCK. sians laaaa..... no mood.

2007-05-22T07:05:00.000-07:00

my ah gong is cute. =0

i jus bot carrot cake and a packet of dunhill gold for him.

tmrw going partyworld!

thurs and fri WCG!

sat working!

sun soccer with new boots!

busy schedule! i hope i wont neglect anione like i always do. becoz i simply jus cant juggle my things well.

and i m happy, i jus did the first tutorial of this sem. HR tutor shld be proud she's the first. HAHA.

2007-05-12T01:15:00.000-07:00

health poor.

2007-05-05T11:47:00.000-07:00

I seriously hate Fei Fei Wanton mee. Made me went toilet 4 times.. zz. Or maybe it was the otak.

today was a nooobb day. went a noob trg session. wasnt constructive at all. i tink i gonna stop all sports activities for the time being. becoz i wan to put on weight. Haha. 1 week of school has passed and i have learnt nothing seriously. have been bombarding myself with ideas on entreprenuship but i tink i can only be a worker instead of a boss. Hahaa. all e concepts that i have come out with are kindaaa.. .. funny.

neverthelesss, i shall prepare myself for yet another shiong week ahead. working tmrw, mon, tues, wed, fri and sat... i cant wait to spend tym with the shopping queen. ahaha. but the next outing will be catching the spidy 3 on screen, or maybe the 200 pounds show. I jus cant wait. i hope this week passes quickly.

and i realise its time to slp.. and omg. FUCK. i jus realise... next sun is MOTHERS DAY. i will be bringing my mum to eat.. how to meet KLT...

how come GOD onli cre8 24hrs a day. I alr sacrifice alot of my precious slp to compensate for other stuff. but i still find it hard to manage. Maybe jus too many commitments on hand.. Im a pooorrr nut. Actually peanut is quite a good word to describe me. Outside the shell, i might look hard and tough, but when u open me up, u can actually find 2 kinds of personality within me. Yup. not bad not bad.

Life's good in the presence of love. I am enjoying every moment. =)

2007-05-03T00:42:00.000-07:00

Yea! blogging in sch!

its nv been better. SCH is much more fun. HAHA. i can start all my craps again, not being restricted in the tiny space in SBS! hahahaa. but i do miss the times there.

ytd was shopping with my gf. and yes, it was a tough time restricting myself from buying. HAHA. and yesh, 3 cheerrs to the shopping queen as she spent more den a hundred bucks on clothings and shoes AGAIN. I dun restrict her! hahaha. becoz i know she is undergoing thru a rather tough period and i jus wan to let her know that i will always be there for her! HEHE!

and im off to workk sooon.. sians. Ytd my mother wanted to give me pocket money. but i Strongly rejected it. Hahaa. i duno why i so brave, dunno if i can cope alone with my own tiny weeny wages from ritz. But i tell her i wont be taking from her from her for the time being. HEHE.

SIGNING OFF....................................................................................................................

2007-04-28T12:34:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA!

now i know why women love shopping. i was telling my baby i can cancel my shopping trip with sampat. HAHAH! becoz i simply spend over $250 on shopping today. LOL. its the first time and i hope there will be more times to come! becoz its SONG! HAHA. bought 3 berms, 1 POLO and 1 t-shirt. 2 berms costed me $160. wa laoooo. BUT I LIKE LAA! hhahahaha. seldom can find btms for my selfs, ESP BERMS becoz i m likee.. PETER CROUCH. HAHAHA. skinny bamboo. I am a good citizen! i contribute to Singapore's GDP and CPI. HAHA!

my baby did enjoy hers as well but she's still gian on more. HAHA. 7 tops for her. ahhaa. shopping queeenn. next trip will be looking for T-shirts and mroe POLOS! hahaha. my sister will be buying shoes for me when she goes to Hongkie.

and yes, sch's starting soon. time to cre8 havoc in sch. playsong at lvl 5, kp in lecture, kallang wave in tutorials, throw chairs at FJ(or maybe kena thrown), HAHA. certainly mis sch. cant wait to see all e FRESHIESSS! hahaha. see them wearing lanyards dumbly, walking ard the sch feeling lost. HAHA. jkjk. i was once lidat also. HAHA. i hope i dun automatically board the Jurong East train becoz it has been a routine for the past 2 months.

Slping timeee!! tmrw working! hahaha.

2007-04-26T11:35:00.000-07:00

Define superman = SUPER NIPPLE BOI.

HAHA. super damn tired now... jus got home.. and i bathe and here i m blogging. It has been hell the past couple of days. Been working day and nite and pass nite and still working. HAHA. barely catch 3 hours of sleep. Wed was SBS, nite was Ritz, den SBS den ritz. Laoo. lucky i cancel my work tmrw. if not i m so gonna die.

Struggling with a back pain now.. Wthhh.. and i vomited at the my hse downstairs jus now. Guess i jus couldnt stand the naneous(FUCK DUNNO HOW TO SPELL). i had been swallowing alot of saliva in the bus trip home to prevent myself from throwing up. Money is seriously difficult to come by...Nbz.

Tinking of Ponning tmrw. but i jus wan to see my colleagues for one last tym before bidding them goodbye. they had realli been a great company, treating me beri nice and even got me a Esprit Pen today with a Nice Jack's Place TREAT. Im tankful for having such nice colleagues. i guess i m one of the few pple who is so fortunate during this IPP.

And yesh, sch gonna start soon! i cant wait. and i m feeling the fatigue nww.. 2.45am. and i gotta wake up at 6. Wish me luck. i m so gonna stone in office tmrw, I MEAN ltr AGAIN. HAHAHA.

2007-04-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

chang is jealous. he say every entry is about my gf.. isnt he gayy enuff.

aniway, chang. i mis u la! hahaha. keke. we will be working together soon! HAHAA. noobbbbbss.. i got nutting to write la. KNN. HAHAHA

2007-04-21T12:48:00.000-07:00

i'm currently the happiest man on EARTH!

becoz i haf her. =)

HAHA. always happy with her ard. her smiles alone can make my day GOOD! i love the famous PULU face.

and the way she whine.
the way she say she is fat when she is not.
the way she make the fishballS face.
the way she make the tu tu mouth.
the way she nags me with concern.
the way she cuddles with love.
the way she told me not to burp.
the way she looks at me.

and many many more ways. i can take days to list..!

i feeelll loved! =)

2007-04-20T12:31:00.000-07:00

yeaa.. again. i m reminded how impt it is to haf self-check often.

jus tok to a friend. not that close friend. he was telling me of his r/s. and.. blah blah. i dunno hw to describe myself now. but i jus wan to cherish everything i have now. i m realli thankful for wad i have with me now.

baby, i wish to be with u thru thick and thin, being there always and the one that u can always rely upon. i dun care how others gonna tink of me. i jus wanna be urs! and u being mine! i m enjoying every moment right now and i hope we can build on from here.

i love u! =)

2007-04-19T09:50:00.000-07:00

I feel myself being a better person!

maybe not enuff! but i m changing! =) I hope i can stay this way.. Uooohooo.

HAHA. aniway, car ride with PS clique was fun. and thanks for the trust in letting me drive ard the neighbourhood bro. Shows a lot. =)

and i cant wait to get my licence! convoy with markX and M3. LOL. and hopefully toto likes me and i will get my Horny Integra! HAHA.

last of all, i jus wan to tell u i will always be by ur side. =)

2007-04-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

Oh ya. and i wan to post a poem!

“Don’t look to your partner to make you happy. It’s his job to simply be who he is. Either he has earned your love by being who he is, or he hasn’t. It’s not his job to be doing things to “make you happier.” It’s both your jobs, to simply make sure you love the other as you both are.

You don’t love that which you seek to change; you love what already is. Love is a response to what exists, not to what you wish, what once was, or what merely might be. Love applies to the actual, not the theoretical.”

SO TRUE! im gonna be the perfect guy! I WILL BE, in terms of personality! wahaha.

2007-04-16T06:40:00.000-07:00

YESH. finally. the long-awaited day came. Wait. let me go dbl check with my own machine.

ITs CONFIRM. i'm offically 50kg. WAHHAHAA. no more 40 plus! SONG! i'm growing at a ____ rate. ya. nvm! at liz i'm ! hahaha.

and yesh yesh! money money come. interviewing on WED. and telebetting on standby. licence here i come! =)

2007-04-10T07:14:00.000-07:00

HAHA! i luv this pic! OMG!

Guess when is it taken? LOL. 9 June 05. wahaha. we looked so young and innocent. Hahaha. We were wearing couple TEE designed by my baby! Hahaha! so love it. and my baby look so FAIR! hahaha. and i look like a freaking noob. LOL. but i luv this pic.

Time flies and we are alr into the 3 yr of our relationship. We are going strong! and stronger! =) Hahaha. i wonder how hard i will laugh when i look at our pic many years ltr. LOL. noob! Loves!

2007-04-09T09:58:00.000-07:00

This post is delicated to ianrik.

What can i say about him. He's always fun to hang out with. Other than me, He's the most countable and On friend. LOL. self praise, international disgrace. HAHA. but seriously, he's a soulmate, perhaps to me. sounds gay but realli. hahaa. When i jio him out, he sure come out one. Regardless of what we're going to do or if he's busy. Hehe. He even took a cab down to meet me to pass HIS psp to ME. LOL. he's a porn addict. HAHA! and he's the one hu influence me to watch porn! WHAHAHA. jk la. but partly is him la. hahaha.

Seriously. such a friend is difficult to find. =) NOOB. GLHF in army la. come out with wanna tag team with your warlock. HAHA. and mahjong on the 27th! Swee bo? and dun wry about ur PSP. it will be well-taken of. HAHA.

2007-04-08T09:07:00.000-07:00

Yea, Its Nine! and its our third year anni. times flies. we had a mini celebration at the thai restaurant to have our dinner due to low budget. +_+

anihow, i m sure we had fun! tmrw going back to the place where we got together. time for some recollection of sweet memories! the old days where both noobs were noob enuff to be with each other. HAHA. but i'm glad i've found her, and i realli hope down the years, we will be celebrating the nine of each month together. =)

i know i'm not a fanstastic bf. i'm addicted to games and often neglect my other half. thats my weakness. but thats also my interest. so it somehow collide and sometimes would spark out in a small quarrel. and i m a poor man and a average being. =/. i dunno if i deserve this special life of mine, but i'm definitely cherishing it. I know i cant cater to your every needs but i would want to be by your side if i can all e tym. and how i wish the air smells like you, den i would be in heaven. I cant express myself well but i guess the three words sums it all, I love you, baby.

2007-04-04T09:33:00.000-07:00

yesh. KTV session tmrw with colleagues. i cannot be as wild as before. mus be conservative. HEH!

Love today. mis my baby!

2007-04-01T07:59:00.000-07:00

i had fun today, but not exactly. i was always bothered. by the same question.

aniway, went luge today. was fun! except for the skyride part. but at liz i'm less afraid of heights now. i hope so. Haa. went to see cars after that. eye openeer i mus say. =)

haha. not in the mood to blog. =/ BATHE!

2007-03-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

i wanna complain!

i haven get my pay since the day i started working. im sad! fuck the finance department. i got no money to learn driving! Nimama. LOL.

work was alrite today, morning was god damn occupied with work and afternoon was nap in the toilet. HEHE! tmrw going to meet prospect tenant with boss, which means outing again. Hehe. shiok shiok.

4 more weeks till this noob attachment ends. how i wish i can study right now. working life sucks. 8-5.30. sad case. i mis NYP! FJ's chicken rice! heh.

nutting much though, but i m feeling the sharp pain in my left chest again. Damn. No hole pls!

2007-03-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

ytd was my bday!

wad a day i mus say. Its was memorable, and fun! the bbq was good even though there was not enuff food to cater to everyone. KTV was fun as usual. i wanna say a big tank you for everyone who turn up! and all e prezzies that u all had got for me! THANKS THANKS THANKS!

and i jus wanna thank my gf! she's the best! =) I just wan to say I LOVE YOU!

2007-03-22T03:58:00.000-07:00

i've been complaineed. by my baby and her friend. saying that i resemble an ahbeng by blogging in hokkien. lao. its CULTURE my dear, LOL. young people nowadays dunno how to appreciate wad our ancestors have come up with. I spk hokkien to keep myself aware of the wonders that they had done. NOOB!

aniway, i jus packed my bag. i'm off from this small island..

seems like i'm going abroad huh? Yes! i am! but to a smaller land where the merlion can be found. SENTOSA! HERE I COME. WAHAHAHA. took leave for tmrw to celebrate my bday with my beloved wife-to-be. I wonder what kind of surprises she will come up with. Haha.. but i dunno why i cant feel the bday spirit. I rmbed last time i used to be so excited when my bday was approaching. Nabey. Now even my mother work during my bday! wahaha. but credit to her, she took off from her FULL time job to cook some curry. But she will be working at nite! Heh. Mother say sister went to town to get something for me.. Hmmm.. First time? LOL.

I cant wait to see my baby. jus waiting for her call. Meanwhile, jus counting which bastard will forget my bday and NV wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY. WAHHAA. jking la. seriously, when people grow old. alot of things change. esp the bond btween friends, thinkings, goals and ambition. I used to think going Uni was a Noob choice. But after working in e society, i realised a degree is damn impt for life-long career. I'm working towards an admission to THE UNI. my GPA is falling short. SAD.

Holding a BBQ tmrw. maybe mj after that depending on the Kakis. Oh ya. driving was song. i drove from yishun back to my hse in my instructor car! ahahaa. he said, u dare to drive hme a not. He mus be crazy enuff to ask this question. LOL. If he know me well enuff, i will even drive to JURONG. LOL. also not my car! BUANG also not my TAIJI. okay. pardon the hokkiens. but i feel myself improving! Heh. Steering is good, clutch control is good. going to take my test date maybe this weekend. LICENCE LICENCE! KIN KIN!

okay la. TV time........................................................................................................

2007-03-20T06:12:00.000-07:00

I swear I m a pathetic soul.

TODAY IS A SUPER SIAN DAY.

Lao lao lao lao. Fucking admin MUST go and block the MSN installer. Fucking admin die die must block everything. He confirm leave in HDB block. Okay a bit no link.

supervisor GEK me, say go meet Chio Insurance agent dun bring me go. Make me stay in office and rot rot rot. I rather he bring me out go meet auntie den I can tok cock with her. LOL! Whole afternoon been trying to figure hw to outsmart the admin but I fail to do so. Abel say MSN too big cannot send. Tried E-messenger.com but kena blocked. Cui cui cui. That leaves me only to brainstorm dota strategies..

My bday cuming LAAAA. I tink I seriously nid a TOY in office. Please buy me a power ranger to entertain myself. I dun mind Barbie dolls. And pls buy a pair, den I can ask my supervisor to Use the RED ranger and I use the BLUE one, den We can PK each other. Barbie doll pls buy a CHARBO and a TA PO. Den I can bring them ard my office for their honeymoon session den bring them to the beach at my toilet’s basin. And I will make sure they TAN each other. WAHAHAHHA! Jk. =X

Im seriously crazy now. But looking at this,

My heart suddenly feel with warm. She’s my only companion. She represent the one I adore. And the body is the exact replica of the one I assume to be. HEHE. PULU baby! And I seriously believe when one falls sick, a smile from your love one can heal you instantly. TRUST Doc Tay.

BBQ this fri. I HOPE DUN RAIN la pls. HEH. Omg, my brain is filled with u. u, u and u. U r 2 days away from me. See u on THURS!

and wait wait.. let me just show u guys my BIG BIG BIG BIG office space dat i ENJOYYYY!

WAHAHAHA. can i send this to the ministry of manpower and to the union? LOL!

Now, do u believe that i'm a pathetic soul........ LOL!

2007-03-16T21:49:00.000-07:00

its a saturday morning, i woke up reluctantly, heading towards SSDC at yck to collect my PDL. i'm feeling emo. Haha. i wonder why too. Life's back to stagnant. not to my liking. I wan to have extreme feelings. I know i'm strange. and i know its style. LOL.

seriously nid more $$$. seriously need to get in to telemarketing in the turf club. I wanna drive soon, like what abel say, when i'm troubled, emo, stress, i can go out for a drive, on my own. and i'm feeling this way now.

turning 19 this FRI. OLD man. Hahaa. i'm a childish old fark. i wan red packets. lotsa 'em. but gotta wait till my 21st. LOL. i realise my network of friends is realli small. i wanna know more pple, more of the volcanos, so i can realli get to know wad i realli am. ANYONE wanna learn Cyndi's Yue Guang on piano and sing it to me?

2007-03-15T03:55:00.000-07:00

i tink i attract gays. Nabeys. I m the magnet of GAYS. LOL. there is one SBS guy who always want to get close to me. CB. gayish. suay suay board the same bus home today. he sat beside me. i Jitao sian 1/2. his leg keep wanting to touch mine. i moved it further, he follow. KAOS! GAYS PLS FUCK OFF.

Hahaa.. office was fun. my boss getting more and more jiao with me. thats nice. HAHA. we talked about girls. as usual. coz he was suppose to go the carpark to meet a client. he ask if i wan to go. i say, girl ar? den he replied ya. ahaha. lets go! den along the way, i ask if the girl was swee and he taught me a new term to describe girls, "accident". LOL. i tot i heard excellent.

work was not bad today, din feel realli slpy though i was tired. i hope everyday will stay this way. Haha. and i was invited by them for a high tea session at some high class place dunno call wad. LOL. at raffles or swiss hotel! SONG. hahaha. FREE. TAN! hahaa.

DINNER TIME~

2007-03-14T04:22:00.000-07:00

haha. i have been blogging! but, in microsoft word. hahaa. lazy to upload from thumbdrive eh. Today was a damn tired day. slpt late last nite, watched 300 with ianrik. nice show! i like. ESP the ritual part. JK LA! hahaha.

was only at office for an hr den went out with boss and the new full-timer ard the NEL stations. i din know why i tagged along but its better den staying in office and rot! Tan tock seng after that for review appointment and the doctor PRONOUNCED that the hole in my lung is CLOSED! thats the good news. the bad one is i cant travel by air for the next 6 months becoz there is a risk that it will reoccur within this period. this is not so bad becoz i dun even have the money to travel. LOL. she SAID i cannot do Vigorous sports for 6 fucking months. WTH. i will die of not doing sports. whatever it is, i'm gonna play floorball this sunday. HECK~ hehe.

and I'm learning driving alr! wahahah. jus re-arrange with my instructor to postpone to SAT becoz i cant get the PDL by FRI due to work. Heh. Excited eh~ hahaa. measured my height and weight at the hospi jus now. 170cm and 49.2kg. wahaha. i GAINed weight la. damn song. hahaha. i wan to reach 50! been eating alot recently. wan to hit my target! but i'm liek fucking short. HAHA. i jus wan to be FAT la. pls.

2007-03-10T20:11:00.000-08:00

i was con. but i had fun though. roaming ard the IT show, "digging tunnels" to proceed our way thru. and of coz pranking others. i like to hang out with friends. becoz i can be myself. i dun like restrictions.

we had mahjong after that. cant believe we played 4 hrs for one round. in btw there were "hilo ronald," then dinner, den "hilo ronald" again. LOL. no offence ronald. jus damn funny. hahhaa. ainway father is always right. jus let him fuck. i seriously had fun. my mother whipped up a fanstatic dinner for us. i nv had the KOU FU to get this treat. i shld invite them over often. LOL. jk. can see my mother was very tired after all the cookings. Blackjack after that was seriously crap and funny. HAHA. i like the lasers even though i had 13 or 14. ahahah. and as usual, sitting beside Kaly is always a torture. my knee was shiny with red bruises after the blackjack session. HAHA. sent them to take cab and my hse was seriously quiet down quite a lot even though there was still a table of mahjong going on.

Chang came over to copy some files and we had dota. His virgin experience of dota at home didnt went well i guess. PAWNED! hahaha. hes going to get a mic today.

and i'm in love with this song. i love the tune, the melody and all of it.

2007-03-09T19:16:00.000-08:00

I'm losing slp. and losing hair. haha. i cant slp past twelve animore. i wonder why. however much i wan to go back into my dreams, i jus cant. sad. and my hair is thinning. CUI. thats the most cui thing that can happen to a 19 year old. LOL. still tinking if i wan to dye my hair.

going IT show soon. gonna see all the MAXIM shows there! waahahah. keke. RON intro one. he say even the GUAI RONALD will feel horny, wad about u jootat. how tempting it sound. i shall witness it myself. HAHA.

Chang jus got his MiO. i'm sure i will be busy with dota these few days or maybe weeks. HAHA. aniway. time to wash up. LATE~

adios

2007-03-08T02:05:00.000-08:00

im boredd.. bored bored bored.

my health is improving. weeeee. hope i can play my floorball match on sunday without NAGS. Haahaha. kinda miss work. wanna go back but i hate waking up early. sians. i realise i always have the wrong schedule with my friends. when i m free like now and wan to jio pple out, they seems to be MIA or unavailiable. siansation. hahaha. always jio supper, rejected. jio mahjong, rejected. jio dota, rejected. jio go out, rejected. SAD.

LOL. and my face is always oily. i wonder why. making my keyboard, phone, mouse and everything in my room ooily as well. hahaha. any tips on removing dark circles besides slping early?

im bored. hope mahjong on sat wont be cancelled. tmrw is 9th! =) lets go out!~

2007-03-04T19:09:00.000-08:00

wad a series of episodes. My life can be made into a movie.

cherish people ard u or its too late. and dun make nub decisions. jus came back from hospital. fucking cui. follow up appointment is tmrw. a leopard nv changes it spot la. i'm blur even when i'm sick. HAHA.

i hope i can do sports again. i hope its onli temporary. i hope for alot of things. ahhah. greedy. REST.

cherishing every breath of mine.

2007-02-09T23:56:00.000-08:00

maturing-in-process

2007-01-28T22:48:00.000-08:00

i'm sick again. more den flu this time. throat is killing me. coughing liek hell, spitting liek nobody's biz, knees giving way. sians. and exam is jus a week from now. i'm hungry. but i lack the strength to go out and buy food. jus finished 2 chaps of marketing. in between i went toilet 10 over times to spit out all e rubbish.

i feeell lonely. =( i rmbed last time when i was sick, my mother would take leave from work to take care of me. i will have delicious porridge and lots of love. now den i am older, everything seems to differ. haa. i'm sick now, refusing to tell my mum becoz of the fact that she will nag and nag and tell me to slp earlier blah blah. no delicious porridge for consumption and all alone at home. I wished i was younger and the irony begins once again. when i was young, i wan to be old. now den i m old, i wan to be a kid again. haha.. i rmb last time i wanted so much to wear a spec becoz i tot i looked COOL in it. but the blurness is killing me when i 'm playing sports and many more. Arghh. hahaha. I'm stupid.

And Yes, ytd was the official closing date for jio-ing me to play dota for the next 2 weeks. Wahahaha. i shall withstand the temptation from ANYONE that shall lead me to the dark side. i shall ignore the devil's call and look upon the heaven's shore. I shall SCORE A's for exams! heh. tonight will be tough! hahaha. i shall FUCK anione hu will nudge me and say, "dota?" pls, my lord, grant me the STRENGTH. LOL.

yes, i mis my baby. she's busy and i dun wish to bug her b4 her presentation. i wished i reared a pig, den i can CHOP him up and cook ZHU ZA TANG. heh.

okay. returning back to books. =(

2007-01-04T02:07:00.000-08:00

BLOG!

it's been so long since i blog. no mooodd. so packed with activities everyday. i'm gonna buangg soon. next few weeks gonna be veri busy with floorball and sch alr. projects, tests, trgs, matches. omg. siansation. feeling sooo emo now. alone at home. tireedd.

i wanna haff fun. i wanna have someone to sing me yue kuang. i wan to experience love love lovE! heh.

alrite. tym to rest.~

2006-12-02T11:36:00.000-08:00

arghh. sharks. its 3.30am and i jus woke up.

cantt slp no more. hip hurting everytime i flip around in bed. had a tiring day after soccer match and fb trg in the noon. sians. always pick up injuries after matches. most prob gg to have my back rub tmrw. heh. its gonnaa hurtt.

cant wait for holidays to comee. tired of waking up early in the morning for school. past few weeks have been crazy. every week seems to be a week for a project submission. kaoss. lots more to come. sick of it.

i feel liek lor-mee-ing now. lol. dunno y. ~~

i jus mis u so much`

2006-11-27T11:29:00.000-08:00

sometimes, human tend to be so strong-head in their own perception and thinking, that they occasionally forgot how others have done for he/she. I'm sure everyone behave in this manner. I'm one of this guilty parties. Maybe i had been too firm on my thought that i overlooked my loved ones' feelings.

I believe, every mistake, quarrel and all e negative things help in a way or another. If one is optimistic enuff, he/she will be able to see that these help them to learn from it instead of ruining or destroying relationship. Again, "what doesnt kills you makes you stronger". I wan to grow strong with everyone that is close to me. I hope this phrase will help anione in times to come.

Friends, cherish and appreciate what ur family, friends and love ones have done for u. =)

baby, thanks for everything.
from the bottom of my heart.

2006-11-20T09:58:00.000-08:00

cant get to slp.

Fm-ing whole nite le. feeling guilty. heh. suppose to study for tml's accts. work sucks recently. still thinking if wanna join wenjie to work at jack's place a not. siansation. i cant work for long oso. IPP starts on Feb. wanna try turf club again.

ivp cuming le. team seriously nid trg man. dun wanna repeat the nightmare we had during polite. today had some tok cock session at the library with the bastards. realise my life isnt so bad as compared to others. or maybe its very good. yups. i have a caring family, a pulu baby(hehe) and great company of friends. shldnt ask too much more.

yup. still tinking if i shld purchase mass gainers. damn. and there's liek to many times i wanna do. i wish i had the money and time.

-CAR licence
-drums~ since secondary sch. doink
-tops and btms! i wana add inventory! wahaha

baby's bday cuming. have sumtime in mind. jus hope it doesnt rain! heh. enuff hint baby?

2006-11-16T07:50:00.000-08:00

perhaps.

today can be considered the worst floorball match i haf ever played. so cui till i apologised to everyone in my team. everything went wrong.

i had so many chances, but i didnt convert them into a goal. i got slap by a blade on my head by the opponent. i din retailiate. i was amazed by myself. i told myself to focus. the same guy whack me in my shin so hard again in the second period that i had to took a 5 mins rest. i din flare up.

third period. i could realli see the cui-ness in my coach. he told me, pls pls, tat pls score. i dunno wad went wrong with my shots. it was always directed at the goal, but slow and rolling. Every shot i missed, i could feel my confidence sinking. I reached a point that i couldn't take it myself and i went to apologize to everyone. the techniques i used to advise pple, came back to me as people started to teach me how to play.

perhaps.

so low that i can feel the ache.

can anione encourage me?

2006-11-13T08:08:00.000-08:00

my baby is naughty! i like it.
my baby is naggy! i love it.
my baby is lovely! i treasure it.
my baby is cute! i PINCH it(the cheeks)
my baby is pui pui! i hug it.
my baby is sexy! i kiss it(the sexy lips!) heh.

such an irresistable babe, i wan to keep it.
HAHA!

2006-10-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

my first week of school nearly killed me. it was packed with activities. had work on mon, tues was outing with baby! wed had trg. thurs had to work and fri was the onli day i could go home and rest. Haha.. baby came over on sat for a chocolate fondue session. Yum yum. it was fattening. i nid it though, i duno about her. LOL! jk~.

had soccer match today. i felt confident before the match from kicking around. i was playing well during the match, FINALLY. hahaha. after a series of formless matches, i finally got myself together. but but but, a fight ruin the game. punches threw, bo bian. the commotion lasted abt 1/2 hr den the match was called off. haha. i mus say i felt pretty sian becoz i was playing v well. yea.. no more soccer match for abt 1 month~ =( sibei sians. i jus got my form back siak.

hahaa. i said my first week was a killer. the second week of school life gonna murder me. hahaha. monday work 4.30-1.30am, tues, 6-11. wed floorball training. thurs, fullerton working. fri, working 5.30-1.30am. sat's RESERVED for lou po queen. =) and sun's working. woohoo. i can sense the fatigue by saying it. HAHA. i'm gonna nid red bulls...

2006-10-09T19:11:00.000-07:00

haven been blogging. have been rather busy with school projects and working. =(

earn earn earn. HEHE! got money liao. taking pay sooooooon, i hope. but i changing job soon. hahaa.. going to work at fullerton as waiter. but.. still deciding.

finally can take a break. have 3 DAYS of holidays. heh. but not exactly rest days for me. tml i still got trg. haha. thurs gonna go MOS. hope will be fun. i'm gonna tiao dang there. =)

zzz. tired.

2006-09-26T09:28:00.001-07:00

thanks to my baby, i cure my flu. =)

thats why i nv nid-ed a doctor. becoz i have a personal one. hahaa. pple always say, ai qin jiu bai bin. yea damn true. heh.

work so far has been ok. knew some friends but not v close yet. cannot find ani that can realli tok cock with me except for marli, the indian dishwasher. Lmao. i cant wait to up my pay once i learn my kitchen stuffs. heh. fast fast.

i gotta plan my first pay usage. heh. nid to buy some clothes and btms. and the rest. i tink SAVE. big events cuming up. heh. liekk. the one in december! excited. gotta start my planning.

wahaha. k. time to destress. its time to do overtime assignemnt.!

2006-09-26T09:28:00.000-07:00

2006-09-22T23:59:00.001-07:00

today's sat. i rmbed, sat used to be quite happening for me de. its always outing outing outing. eh, wad happened. haha. i m sitting here stoning and rotting at home. switching channels on tv, playing guitar, blog hopping and doing craps. seem to lack the energy and everything to enjoy life. i'm becoming more of a family guy? haha. i dunno man. i m turning old. =(

ytd was fun. baby came over and we enjoyed the devil wears prada. yup. stayed over for dinner and we went to woodlands for a short walk den home! Haha. simple yet well-spent. haha. i slept all e way on the bus trip. song.

gotta start work next week. although i cant wait to earn, but first week realli liek siao? working days; mon, tues, wed, fri, sat, sun. LOL. madness.. means is work work & work. wonder when's the pay day. ahaha. and my leg is giving me problems man! FUCKARD! dunno y kip aching when i walked. fffff. soccer tml, hope wont worsen and get fuck during work.

Heh. i nid some energy in my life. lets go somewhere interesting friends! NO PLAYSONG, thanks. LOL.

2006-09-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

2006-09-20T10:39:00.000-07:00

jus realised. its always dota when it comes to twelve midnite!

oman. i realli gotta cut down. i mean to quit it! Heh. pple say to quit a bad habit isnt easy. i come to uds that now. jus liek smoking. u may not tink u r addicted to it but in fact u r. so baby! dun blame me. =( i realli wan to CUT liao!

OKAY! from today onwards! I MAKE A PROMISE! IF PLAY DOTA AND NID TO PAY! thats a CONFIRM NONO! heh. and weekday one day onli can play MAX 1 time. weekend OSO. heh. and maybe even NO PLAYING! i really dun wan to play liao! i shall concentrate on STUDIES now. woohoo. shall take the notes from peiling and start ASAP on my next sem work. cool. this is so cool. i shall restrain from all e temptation. fuck u chang. if u r reading this, dun jio me goodspeed again! NV again! Heh. okay! i feel so song after making this promise and i m determined to uphold this. so. dun ever ever guai lan to me that ur dota is damn zai becoz u will make me feel gian to thrash u by playing! WAHAHA! k tok cock. HAHA.

dota's killing everyone whos playing it. wasting TIME! one game last about 1 hr. omfg. i cant imagine i used to spend hours on it. SIANS. but its fun though. lol. ok. speak no evil of the four letter word. and hear no evil.

back to business. today's another ordinary day. not exactly ordinary but quite normal. hahaa. went Kboxing with chang stan joanne drew lianxin. and today's special appearance! Of coz, none other than the fei ti pom pom witchy witch. heh. ytd nite stayed up to 4 plus to rewrite lyrics from a song to sing it specially on today. woohooo. when she entered, i inserted my song and sang the words which came from the bottom of my heart. heh! jus liek to sing the smiles on her face. i really liek this phrase and i gotta uphold to that. "i wan u to be, the happiness gal in the world, even if the reason not coz of me." Hehe. so meaningful. i shldnt feel glum if anithing soon happen even not coz of me. becoz, my happiness derives from hers. =) she's jus simply irressitable.

fri's movie or cycling day! heh. or maybe a combination of both. i hope i can dl the movie in time. Oops. LOL. nvm. fri will be a good day!

2006-09-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

Ohhhhhhhhhh no! we 're going to die!

when the tsunami was cuming, the elephants went to the forest to hide! TODAY, i witnessed a sight. a unbelievable one. As i was walking to the kopitiam for supper with my buddy, i saw millions of ants. and i realli mean a million. FUCKING lots of ants and mother Ant crossing the pathway and roads. I was thinking. Ants taking a stroll? LOL.

after Supper, when i walked back, i saw more, more ants. CUI. they were liek in a hurry. I squat down and questioned the ant. "why are u in a hurry?" As usual, they were dao animals. they refuse to talk to me. feeling sian, i carry on my journey home. Den, stan brought up a intelligent fact. Animals can sense natural disasters! Den a thought struck me. DAMN. ants moving hse. meaning, NATURAL DISASTER is cuming! TO SEMBAWANG! shit. cui. die. how. i told stanley, cant be tsunami again, cos we are nowhere near ani water. earthquake? cant be. we nv experience b4. alien invasion? cant be. ants cant sense outer space stuffs. shit. cui. die. how. we cant figure out. i guess, we jus haf to wait. i hope we wont haf a day after tml shit.

heh. i jus attained the muscular man status. i dun wan to die so fast. wateva.

tml mitting my witchy witch for movie! woot. gonna enjoy! BB!

2006-09-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

Alamak. recently went over my grandma's place. i was walking to the kitchen when she realised i was walking rather awkwardly. I tot she was joking. but. when i asked my cousin to flim me walking. i too found it rather funny. den i checked on my leg. Alamak. my right calf liek cui. Hahaa.. the whole structure liek wrong. It is bent towards the left. lol. dunno how to explain. no wonder i have been hafing problem since primary sch after playing soccer. Hahaa.. i've been paranoid about this incident. every now and then i keep notice of my walking style. =( I'm afraid as time goes by i cant play soccer or ani sports no more. CUI! old liao sure walk liek ah gong. HAHA. flat foot plus louya calf. OH no. sufferings in ARMY. HEH! but TJT is fucking STRONG. HAHAHA! simi tai ji oso can overcome.

today had my hair cut. SONG. 6 bucks got wash and massage plus nice cut. Heh. Tan ar. after that went to play song. song liao go abel's hse talk cock talk song. Hahaa. and now i m here blogging and checking my leg. Hahaa. CUI. ONE DISLOCATED wrist is ENUFF! hahaa.. blah blah. i mis my giraffe!

sians! tml test. but gym after sch. heh. I feel im getting fitter. Woohoo! i see in the mirror now oso i see song. hahaa.. last time when i look into the mirror, i feel liek playing free guitar on my rib cage. LOL. now liek cannot see! wahaha. life's good. i M the SUPER MAN! okay. today high. i m JUGGUNAUT! the muscular MAN!

2006-09-09T12:30:00.000-07:00

Happy 29mth! baby! today cant mit due to HPT and rugby. ahaha.. but we had fun ytd rite! hahaha. tml u r working so cant go out oso! but nvm! i m the sun and moon of ur LIFE! wahahaha. bhb. acc-ing u thru ur moments in life. 29 mths liek long la. ahaha. and i tink i mention before to u that u r a witch! coz u can make me fall for u so deep and long. and i tink u have promoted! U R offically now a FEI DI POM POM witch! Hehe! I still lllllllllllooooooooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeee you la. HEH!

went out today with the usual bunch. craps as usual. hahaha. i mean we crapp-ed alot. Hahaha.. IM BORED. =(

and i dyed my hair!

bye.

2006-09-07T07:18:00.000-07:00

have been stonningg.

i feeel liek blogging. but got nothing in mind. weird.
sians.

cant wait to return to studies.

2006-09-03T03:50:00.000-07:00

yep! cedric's bday was fun. LOL. had lots of cock at TCC.

didnt realli click well with his friends. but we had our own fun. LOL. didnt realli wanted to go drinking after that, realli wanted to hold on to my saving plan. Hahaa.. so i had to trouble alot of pple. gotta call my sis to fetch me home. Yea.. u know taxi's fares nowadays sibei ex. she has to wake her bf up from slp to fetch me. =(.

the funny thing is i saw my Ex-supervisor from TEP at the pub. LOL. Ms chai ! we chatted awhile, she said she jus handed her resignation letter on Fri. free now! Haha.. she's going to study. good for her. i wished her all e best and watched my soccer. hahaa..

gottta gooo dinner. family rushing! byE!

2006-09-01T11:33:00.000-07:00

argh~ shucks.

jus lost a dota match. cui-ed. first time i lost a match with thankful. whenever got him confirm bao ya one. hahaha.. sian-ed. actually wan NFS. but jus wanna update my life.

it has been sometime i last blogged. hahaa. nutting realli happened. but every little small things affects me in a way. one good ting is, i become more muscular! wahaha.. becoz of much push-ups and gym. i am proud to say i m 2 KG heavier now. SWEE. Lol.

actually, come to realise something. i am not a good person. upon 10, i tink i will onli grade myself liek 4. i mus say i conceal my flaws pretty well as people always tink i m a good man. the truth is, i m when i wan. i can be super mean if i bo chap. and nowadays, the negative side of me keep appearing. i wonder why too. i upset-ed my baby today. i regretted. but i wasnt in the best situation today. had a flight flu with body aches. =( but the day was fine with her laughter and her cutie face. i love the way she smiles. jus brighten up my day. i tink i cant live without her.

kinda miss everybody. haven been mixing ard recently. always hanging out with the 4 bastards for 6 weeks alr. LOL. the 2 fuckers are making me contracting lung cancer. hahaah. ELDC is over. no more 8-6. thats a bliss. although i always reach at 9 plus. watever. ahahah.

oh ya. the concert i went to was crap. LOL. i was sabo-ed to the stage with the sabostoucher. LOL. RON is a BAST. hahaha. but Tong En is cute. big eyes! woo. hahaha.. big eyes gals always stand-out naturally. i love her voice. so soothing. and her character. soo jumpy and naturally cute. hahaha..

i tink so far this is the longest entry of all time for liek 6 mths? LOL. tml is cedric's bday. haven been catching up with my sec's sch clique. tml's the day. ahaha. gonna have fun and go crazy again. and for that, i nid energy. so. OFF to bed. *YAWN*. Hahaha.

2006-08-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

baby.
i will nv stop trying
to
make u the happiest gal
in
the world.
u're the most beautiful
gal in my eyes.
and u r
certainly
special, special
in ur very own ways.
dun ever say
ur tears arent precious.
they are
and
the value of u
in my heart
nv decreases
but rises.
i
wanna wash dishes with
u and
do the housechores
together
and i wanna share
ur burdens like u
share urs with burdens.
i wanna be your number
one.
i
love
u.

2006-08-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

Had fun today man! it was talking cock session after dota. LOL.

darkest secrets REVEALED! LOL. it was a nonsense day being public nuisance. Hahaha.. We played liek nobody's business. Luff liek siao. Hahahaa.. FUN!

tml's soccer! gonan be henry tml! =)

2006-08-17T10:58:00.000-07:00

sweetness > efforts

ROAR!

____________________ thats the line separating love and hatred.

slp!

2006-08-06T06:40:00.000-07:00

Chen's fun. wahhaa. but i suck at it. Heh.

Had a party last nite. was chang's bday. first was fish and co den was party world. followed by a series of nonsense and lan. Haha.. had fun last nite but was expensive. lmao.

4 more weeks of practical TEP and im out of the fuckard place. heh. though it is super slack at my current stopever, but i m getting nowhere. i wan to learn things from the book. hahaa.. so unlike me eh? look how TEP has transform me. hahaha..

im the bulp king. =)

2006-07-30T07:02:00.000-07:00

i jus gt a free adidas total ninety boots!
I WAS SPONSERED!
by, my cousin.

Hahahaa.. today's a good day man. scored two goals and assist weisiang to score. Woohoo. hahaha.. won the team 4-0. pitch was okay, weather was good and performance was excellent. hehe. i'm a happy man.

everything jus coming into place now. i luv saturday. well spent time with friends and baby. all came my hse to chill till nite. hahaha. i liek this kind of life. becoz i m poor, i cant afford to spend a lot. chilling at a house is the best. Heh.

feel liek swimming. been long since i went to a swimming complex. im gg after my leg recovers!

2006-07-19T11:15:00.000-07:00

things jus resuming to normal and i really hope it stays like this. = ) i know it isnt gonna be like this forever. but i m gonna be tough and strong! and try to overcome whatever thats coming. Heh.

Today a damn funny and honourable incident happened. I was playing CS in the COM lab and was 1v1 this person. we play iceworld and mid lane onli and i was damn power. everytime he comes out, i headshot him. i tink i headshot him 7 consecutive times den he was liek complaining. oh ya, he was sitting jus at the back and he din realise i was in front. He started exclaiming to his friends, "wah u see this ahtat. siao one. 2 bullet headshot, 4 times liao". Den andrew, watching me play, say alot of pple started to crowd around him. LOL. den i kip headshoting him until he sibei sians and i kip luffing by the comment they are giving. LOL. i was "GOD". Dat was wad they say. hahaha.. den one of his friends realise that i was sitting infront den suddenly no comments were made. I tink they paiseh liao. hahaa.. THE FEELING IS DAMN SONG. LOL.

but, jus finished a dota game and was quite demoralising. LOL. we got thrashed by a public team. sadd-ed. i was performing onli average, got my items EOS and linken but we always lose at clashes to silencer and pugna. I guess we got more trgs to do. Yea.

Well. time to slp. promised my baby onli 1 game. =)
zzz..

2006-07-14T09:45:00.000-07:00

TELL ME WHERE IT HURTS

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do
CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurtsNow, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away
Verse 2:
Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

This is liek every guy's dream gal. =)
living in denial.

2006-07-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

Swt.

returning to BD is so much more fun. becoz i machiam belong to KM liddat. today almost whole day at lam's room. hahaha. playing song. hahaha. cant imagine life of ELDC. heh. everyday's dota. LOL.

different. everything's different. heh. but i'm the same. yep! i m. hahaha. cool cool. i nid cash!

2006-07-07T23:43:00.000-07:00

DAMN HUNGRY NW.

sadd-ed. whens daddy gonna come back and bring me my chicken rice. aniway, went jamming ytd and everything jus screwed up. LOL. our instruments dun complement each other. tried out drums and i think i have potential in it! heh. happy. I will go and LEARN in depth!

time travels, Fast. another 2 weeks of fugly MSC and i am transferring to ELDC. thats song. becoz, everyday will be dota, dota and dota. WAHAHA! chang and ronald will be together with me. kulaa can learn from us too. 2v2 session everyday. LOL. tan tan tan. but will miss my msc friends. heh.

gg jamming again ltr. hope this time it will be better with help from ian and daniel. yep. today nt miting baby. SRY! jus really gotta catch some slp. can feel the fatigue piling up. gonna mit ya tml during the dance PRAC! =) have fun in ARAB, street i mean. Hahaa..

2006-07-02T09:21:00.000-07:00

I DUN WANNA BE A PUSSY.

Haha.. pussy are those hu do nutting abt their life, they jus moan and groan abt their "sad" life, although it seems everything is jus average. people shld pick themselves up from their mistakes and dun commit them again, and not to cry over spill milk.

TJT is strong. and i would liek people ard me to have similar SPIRIT! life isnt over until it is really over. wad doesnt kills u make u stronger and smarter.
BLEAH!

2006-07-02T00:51:00.000-07:00

Chang reminded me something impt ytd, "its all about expectation."

the higher the expectation, the higher the disappointment. yep. maybe i used to pin on high hopes, thats why i always get the =(.

nevertheless, had a gathering at andrew's place ytd. the grp comprises of different clique but yet we manage to gel and had fun. karaoke, steamboat and games were fun and mahjong ended the nite at his place. we proceeded to lianxin's hse to watch WC. talked so much cock and i was announced "bankrupt" there. Yea. england is out. but portugal was strong. with deco's return the next match, i think the semi's will be a nice match.

a new chapter begins. .

2006-06-29T07:49:00.000-07:00

Mr nice is TIRED.

damn. have been slping onli liek 4 hrs daily. i cant recall when was the last time i slpt more than 10 hrs. LOL. even weekend are burnt out for me. I m relying on red bull so much.

Life is brightening up with love. heh. school has been fun. was hanging about at the atrium the whole day as i had the road show there. tml there will be one more. haha.. means giving out another 500 flyers. woot. din perform today. din know why oso. maybe we werent on the schedule list. weird though. hahaa. but its okay. the audience jus missed a gre8 show. LOL. jk.

personal selling was rather bad. 52 bucks. thanks for consistent support from friends. Heh. cant wait for TEP to end den i can go back to classical studies. i m afraid i wont be able to adapt back studying, although i dun. LOL.

SAT will be fun. i hope. haha.

2006-06-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

If i am a dota hero, den i m Mr nice.

my first skill is berkserk call. which i will add 748823597238957 armour and tank all the damage that people give. i am the ultimate tanker. mana cost. 120/120/120/120

my second skill is nice aura. this aura provides comfort after damaging creep. its liek leeching life. regain 20%/40%/60%/100% comfort.

third skill will be shield. i cast a shield on myself, taking in damage from others and den spreading out to neutral beings. tank 100/200/300/400 damage.

Ultimate skill will be Global Nice. Under any circumstances, i will be nice to anione regardless of anithing. =) mana cost 150/175/200/225.

Yep. hahaa.. this is so cool. dota describes my life. wahaha. im a tanker. mix of centaur and pudge. but dota's getting boring. time to change hero? maybe a fishmonger? heh.

tml will be performing songs again at the atrium. hope i wont screw up the song. yea.. will be playing yue ding and one more song. pack day tml. will be hafing booth at the atrium. publizing my new shop. heh. nice shop i mus say. =)

sians.